導(dǎo)讀：《芒果街上的小屋》 一本優(yōu)美純凈的小書，一本“詩(shī)小說(shuō)”。由幾十個(gè)短篇組成，語(yǔ)言清澈如流水，點(diǎn)綴著零落的韻腳和新奇的譬喻，如一首首長(zhǎng)歌短調(diào)，各自成韻，又彼此勾連，匯聚出一個(gè)清晰世界，各樣雜沓人生。所有的講述都?xì)w于一個(gè)敘述中心：居住在芝加哥拉美移民社區(qū)芒果街上的女孩埃斯·佩朗莎，生就有對(duì)弱的同情心和對(duì)美的感知力。她用清澈的雙眼打量周圍的世界，用美麗稚嫩的語(yǔ)言講述成長(zhǎng)、滄桑、生命的美好與不易和年輕的熱望與夢(mèng)想——夢(mèng)想有一所自己的房子，夢(mèng)想在寫作中追尋自我，獲得自由和幫助別人的能力。本篇選摘了其中的一個(gè)短篇，以供分享。

I like to tell stories. I tell them inside my head. I tell them after the mailman says， heres your mail. Heres your mail he said.

I make a story for my life， for each step my brown shoe takes. I say， “And so she trudged up the wooden stairs， her sad brown shoes taking her to the house she never liked.”

I like to tell stories. I am going to tell you a story about a girl who didnt want to belong.

我喜歡講故事。我在心里講故事。在郵遞員說(shuō)這是你的郵件。他說(shuō)，這是你的郵件之后，我開(kāi)始講述。

我編了一個(gè)故事，為我的生活，為我棕色鞋子走過(guò)的每一步。我說(shuō)：“她步履沉重地登上木樓梯，她悲傷的棕色鞋子帶著她走進(jìn)了她從來(lái)不喜歡的房子?！?/p>

我喜歡講故事。我將向你們講述一個(gè)不想有所歸屬的女孩的故事。

We didnt always live on Mango Street. Before that we lived on Loomis on the third floor， and before that we lived on Keeler. Before Keeler it was Paulina， but what I remember most is Mango Street， sad red house， the house I live in but do not belong to.

I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much. I write it down and Mango says goodbye sometimes. She does not hold me with both arms. She sets me free.

One day I will pack my bags of books and paper. One day I will say goodbye to Mango. I am too strong for her to keep me here forever. One day I will go away.

Friends and neighbors will say， what happened to that Esperanza？ Where did she go with all those books and paper？ Why did she march so far away？

They will not know I have gone away to come back. For the ones I left behind. For the ones who cannot out.

我們之前不住芒果街。之前我們住魯米斯的三樓，再之前我們住吉勒，吉勒前面是波琳娜。可我記得最清楚的是芒果街，哀傷的紅色小屋。我住在那座不屬于那里的房子。

我把它寫在紙上，然后被幽靈纏繞的心就不那么疼了。我把它寫下來(lái)，芒果有時(shí)說(shuō)再見(jiàn)。她不再用雙臂抱住我，她放開(kāi)了我。

有一天我會(huì)把一袋袋的書和紙裝進(jìn)包里。有一天我會(huì)對(duì)芒果街說(shuō)再見(jiàn)。我強(qiáng)大得她沒(méi)法永遠(yuǎn)留住我。有一天我會(huì)離開(kāi)。

朋友和鄰居們會(huì)說(shuō)，埃斯·佩朗莎怎么了？她帶著那些書和紙去哪里？為什么她要走得那么遠(yuǎn)？

他們不會(huì)知道，我離開(kāi)是為了回來(lái)。為了那些我留在身后的人，為了那些無(wú)法出去的人。